Another dream wasted on you

FR - 94%
BIO - 85% (completely whack)
MA - 72% (bleh)
PE - 87%

Seriously... can't I do better than this? Same time last year I had 90% and up in all my classes, now I have this for a first semester report card? Lord in Heaven. What am I doing wroooong.

According to my Mom I have too much of a social life and I'm really "pushing my luck." I agree. My grades are definitely suffering 'cause of all this time I waste on just hanging out. I'm screwing myself over as we speak. Why aren't I studying for my Math Midterm on Tuesday? Or my Bio Unit Test (YES I KNOW, ANOTHER ONE) on Tuesday as well? There's so much stuff to be done but I've found that much like half way through second semester last year, I'm giving up on school. I give up till second semester. Where I should absolutely find the strength to do better.

FR

• Code control
• Project; scenario 2 (EFF!)

BIO

• Study HARSH for Protists/Monerans test

MA

• Harsh study for Math Midterm
• Do missed Math hmwrk 'cause of lame Aquarium fieldtrip

Lalalala. Swimming on Monday, lame PE fieldtrip. I applied to Carlton Cards the other day, eff, I'm horrible, I am such an awkward person I can't even hand in a resume. But I suppose I did fine. I'm not expecting a call back. I really doubt they're even hiring. Next I try my luck at RW.

MUST. GO. CHRISTMAS. SHOPPING. People, tell me what you want, and make my life that much easier. Pleaseeee, so I'm not wandering around looking for potentially good presents. Just tell me what you want! :P I also HAVE to outline my Christmas budget. Can't waste my money this year, must spend wisely!

Speaking of shopping, I went shopping yesterday and found the bestestestest dress for the Snow Ball. It's red, and floral, and intricate and long but short. I lave it. Oh, and I hope you noticed that I didn't add the "Senior" to the "SENIOR" Snow Ball. 'CAUSE EFFING 10TH GRADERS ARE ALLOWED TO GO NOW. Utter BULLCRAP. That was the worst decision ever made by Grad Council. Why!? WE had to wait our turn, WE had to serve you drinks and work at the appetizer table when WE were in the 10th grade! THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT THE 10TH GRADERS THIS YEAR SHOULD BE DOING. Not ATTENDING. LORD IN HEAVEN. I can't even start or I'll get mad all over again.

Stuff I should be doing. Saving the world later, when I'm less loaded with academic worry. BOO YOU SCHOOL.

Yours, G.