Make love your goal

Something is wrong with me.

It could be anything, but I know it's just... it's taking up too much of my mind, and I can't get any work done whatsoever. To be superficial, I know that it's about me. Plain and simple. I'm not doing very much with my time or my life. I go to work and I go to school. I don't really know what I'm working for, and it's bugging the hell out of me. Something is seriously wrong with me.

It's because of Breakfast at Tiffany's. A week and ago or so, I watched it on Netflix, hoping that a movie at 1am would help me fall asleep but instead I got so wrapped into it and the idea of Audrey Hepburn - who is by far the classiest woman to ever grace this planet besides Mother Mary - and I began to wish I'd be half the person she was.

She's the epitome of sophistication. Her entire film career as far as anyone is concerned had no blemishes or mistakes, whether they were box office hits or not. And her work later on in life with UNICEF is mind blowing. Why can't I do anything like her? Why can't I just be like this woman?

And every day I watch Breakfast at Tiffany's. Not all of it, but 80% of the entire movie. I can't get Moon River out of my head. I'm so confused by all of this, I wish it would just leave me and I can admire the actress and the film from far away. Because I honestly have so many papers to write and tests to study for, it's kind of ridiculous how I'm putting it all off just so I can keep watching Breakfast at Tiffany's.

I sound half insane. I need some freaking help.

I have to use the bathroom. Then I'm going to do some homework.

I know this wasn't much of an update but there you have it. I just needed to express what a weirdo I've been these past few days, and all because of one movie, and one actress. But damn, Audrey Hepburn is everything right now.

Post title is from the song Power of Love, by Gabriel Aplin or something of that sort. Her name is difficult to spell.

Aur revoir. If you're a normal person and not as weird as I am, I highly suggest you go and watch Breakfast at Tiffany's right. now. Okay bye.