I gave up coffee and cigarettes

And those would be the photos of my house and all the different decorations surrounding it, as well as the books/DVDs I got. Oh, and the laptop (that I'm currently using) of course :D Pretty, right?! Yes, very pretty :D

Have mercy, you unnerved me

That up there's a good song, it's The Devil In Me by Kate Voegele, I'm listening to it right now... later on in this blog I'll post up the lyrics, it's really very good.

So tomorrow I'm going to Amanjyots, and as per usual since my precious g-parents went on vacation, I had to fold all the laundry before I was given "official" permission to go. Anyway, I decided fine, if I have to fold I might as well tackle everything else that I've been planning on doing but putting off, get everything out of the way. So after I folded I took a quick shower and cleaned up my bookshelf. It's completely running out of room to hold more books, so I had to take everything off of it and completely re-arrange everything to make some space for the new 9 books I got for Christmas. Rather than a vertical look, I've given it a horizontal one, and it's totally awesome looking now that I've given it a change. It's organized more or less by size now, rather than by genre, which is how I would prefer it to be but the extreme lack of space won't let me do that. If I get another new batch of books in the new year from thrift shopping or just browsing at Black Bond, I'll have no room for it. Honestly, not one more book can fit on that shelf. I'll take a picture of it and show you all later just how cramped it is. For my birthday I'm going to ask my Dad to build a shelf along my wall so that I have room for new additions (at least it's better than asking my parents to buy something!). I'll even sketch out a plan for him so it's easier for him to do. I wouldn't mind a bookshelf scanning the perimeter of my room like the bookshelf downstairs does... oh, how my room would be a full flegded library! That would be awesome.

Anyway I'm watching 50 First Dates, I've never seen this movie from start to end. And it's no wonder, I find it compleeeeeeeetely boring at some parts. I mean just now as I watch a scene, I don't understand (but that's probably because I turn the channel at some crucial moments), and I'm lost as to how this movie is so great. But anyway, look at that, it's over. I'm turning the channel now.

This is my last week of break before school start's up and I feel as if I've wasted it. Augh, honestly, it's all the snow's fault. Whenever it snows I'm not allowed out at all, so I blame you, you ugly little white stuff. I can't wait till the sun melts you till you're water and not back again for another 12 months! You ugly, ugly thing. The only good thing about you is that you're a good fake excuse when you're late in the morning for your first class. And considering I've only used this excuse twice since the snow's start, you still weren't much of a good thing to me. I hate you, snow.

n2s: upload pictures of Christmas stuff around house and bookshelf - my pretty, pretty bookshelf!

Btw, I finished this really good book called Academy X by Andrew Trees, and it's all about the harsh truth in attending a competitive private school. It's a quick and good read, so go give it a try if you've got the time. This book was such a quick read it took me away from re-reading Jane Eyre, and I hate to be distracted by other books when I've already made a commitment to read and finish another... but anyway. I'll get back to reading it soon enough. I know I won't be getting distracted by any books from from the library... this new batch of books I got during Christmas guarantees that I won't be visiting it any time soon, I've got a million to finish reading now :P But that's a great thing. I love having a long list of books to read. Good feeling that is, LOL.

I got a stroke of genius the other day during Boxing Day, it absolutely urges me to go and write something. I dunno what this stroke of genius is worth though or what I'll do about it :P Probably nothing for a long time - I'm in a slump. And I have been in a slump for an extremely long, long, long time. I hate creative writing sometimes, really I do :P It's great for letting your creative juices flow and for putting feelings into words and all that stuff, but honestly, when I write, it mostly just consists of me starting at a computer screen unhappy with whatever I'd just spent two hours laboring and frustrating myself over. It never pleases me in the end, and I'm always upset that I can't come up with anything better. Writing can be very chastising to a person's supposed brilliance, I mean it :P

Anyway, here are the lyrics to The Devil In Me, as I said I would post later. They're great.

Far in the distance
This is the view from the other side
How did I let this pass me by?
You took me from granted,
Blended thorns in this garden of mine.
What are the chances my hope has died?
Please have mercy
You unnerved me
I don't deserve this pain, no.

{Chorus}
So don't break my heart
I ain't never done
Nothing to deserve this
I'm torn apart
You've had your fun
Do you suppose I earned it?
Do you not see how I'm begging on my knees?
No don't speak, don't breathe,
You pray I've the Devil in me.

Thinking it over
Those were days dark as any night
The end of October seemed like a life time
I had a suspicion
But didn't want to believe you a lie.
You had a mission to prove me right.

You took my trust
Ground it to dust
Found out I know better. Yea-yeah.

{Chorus}

And I don't wanna feel the pain
And I don't want another day
Shackled to your ball and chain.
You're entirely a pain
And I'm so tired of explaining
The sensation I've known over time.

I don't ever care that there is
No charity in your heart
Could you spare me, I've done my part. Yeah.

{Chorus x2}

And there you have it. I really do hope you give that song a listen, no matter if it's not your style or not. Anyway, I'm off to bed and sleep on the world. I mean, save the world, ha, my bad :P Goooodbye, G.

Born today in the City of David...

Merry Christmas everybody!

Don't forget that He is the reason for the season! God bless you all and hope you're enjoy Christmas day!

Okay, so this year, I got everything I wanted and more - I am happy and both extremely guilted to report that I am using my new LAPTOP to type this blog, and my very new pink camera resides in my pocket, waiting to be used. I also have 9 amazing books waiting to be read in my room, a few DVDs to be watched, and lots of clothes to be worn. I really feel extremely spoiled, and I'm making it very clear to my amazing parents that my first few paychecks when I get a job is going to them, to repay them for all the presents they got me. I mean, they really overdid it this year, but of course, I am forever thankful for their loveeee and the fact that they have satisfied my materialistic needs till next Christmas :) They shouldn't expect me to ask for anything on my birthday, as well, because all this stuff will definitely last until then...!

I will post pictures later of my house and all it's Christmas-y things :D And perhaps also of my purdy new laptop and camera. But you have also got to see those books... wow! I can't even believe it! I'm still in shock.

I shall save the world today, as your Christmas present :) Merry Christmas once again! -Gelina

Lost and insecure, you found me

So I wasn't too fond of it at first but You Found Me by The Fray... preeetty darn good song... go listen :) I'm choked I can't update my iPod with this song since my iTunes is being sooo messed up... must resort to Youtube :( But anyway.

I registered yesterday afternoon for one of Trinity Western's Preview Weekends, and it has an awesome schedule for prospective students who plan on staying overnight. Check it out:

Friday -
8:15am – Registration
9:00am – Opening Welcome from TWU President Dr. Jonathan Raymond
9:45am - Student and Parent Breakout Sessions
11:00am – Chapel
11:30am – Campus Tours
12:45pm – Lunch
1:30pm – Academic Program Fair
2:40pm - Optional Tours: Residence Halls, Collegiums, Science labs, School of Business, Ecosystem Study Area
3:25pm - Optional Tours: Residence Halls, Collegiums, Science labs
4:15pm – Attend a lecture
5:00pm – Students: Meet up with overnight host
5:30pm – Dinner
8:00pm – TWU Men's basketball vs. SFU
8:00pm - TWU Theatre production of "Tartuffe"
10:00pm - Movie: The Incredible Hulk

And that's just their Friday! On Saturday we get to attend our choice of three workshops (I already know which three I'm taking) and it's all free! Can you imagine what a great time I'll have? I really can't wait. I registered for the March 20-21st dates, because I didn't feel like going up there on Valentine's Day in case I had plans, and the 20-21st are dates over Spring Break, I think. I may as well also head to UBC for a tour over there afterwards. I really want to make an informed decision about which school I want to go to after high school, and right now, it really is just a choice between TWU and UBC, both with their pros and cons. I can tell you all right now though, if I got accepted into both, I would be completely torn. The only solution would be if one of them turned me down, but I don't want that :P Sooo I'm scheduling my campus tours for both Universities next year, so that when Grade 12 comes around I won't be scrambling with fifty million different application forms to a million different schools. Of course I'll have my back ups, but the main two are UBC and TWU. And yep, still torn.

I can't wait till Christmas. The house looks very seasonal! The Christmas tree and fireplace are decorated so prettily, I really want to upload a picture of it and put it up... you should see the presents under the tree. We've certainly got more than a couple down there, it's amazing, LOL. My Mom certainly went all out this year! <3

Yes, this break, I have Biology homework. Can you believe it? After four months of work, Ms Phan couldn't give us a two week break of Biology. SHE has been giving me the most homework out of ALL my classes, Math included, and that's just stupid sounding. It's biology, what is there I've got to work hours and hours upon? Math I would understand if given a bunch of homework in that class, it's a graduation requirement - but Biology? You're NOTHING. So I really, truly don't understand the amount of homework given out in that class. It's absolutely ridiculous. And Ms Phan, change your fucking marking method, you give me shitty test scores, even when I DO study. God, I don't know why I try so hard in that class, really.

I need second semester NOOW. I get some time to slack off. Easy courses next sem anyways. Socials, French 12, Peer Tutoring, Eng H. That is complete and utterrrrr cake. There should be no reason for me not to have straight As in that semester... unless things just really truly get hard, then I'll have to make myself understand that I can't always be smart.

It's 2:01am right now, and I'm wide awake. I do nooooot feel like going to bed right now.

Two more days till Christmas though! Can you believe it? After today, it'll be Christmas Eve, and then voila! Christmas! This is going to be grrrreat :D

I better be off. I can sense Genina fidgeting in her bed 'cause of the light coming from the laptop, and I'm disturbing her. I gotta gooo before she bleeeps me out :P

Saving myself before I save the world, goodbyeeeeeee. -G

Honesty is the hardest thing I know

Bonjourno!

Many a good thing has happened this past week and they are as follows:

1) BREAK!
2) HOEDOWN!
3) MAJOR SHOPPING DONE
4) Sleeping in!
5) My Frenchie's birthday <3

Sooo yes. Break. Good stuff. I feel such a big weight lifted from my shoulders, I can't even explain it properly. I don't have to worry about school. For a whole two weeks. I don't have to wake up early and consider skipping the whole day and just forgetting about what I have to do. I mean, it's PERFECT. I love this. But after the first week is over, just watch, I'll be dying for school to come back... :P

Hoedown was preee good, I'm glad I stayed for the whole thing this time rather than leave early like last time :P But at least last time my square won that prize for the most energetic group! Although this year I didn't win that I did get a good sized bar of chocolate santa ;) I'm savin' that baby up.

By the way, I really love my friends. I kind of just realized that when I had to say bye, even though it's only going to be two weeks, and we were only just exchanging our cards. It just hit me. LOL. But ANYWAY.

Harsh finished almost all of my Christmas shopping. Bought presents for EVERYONEEE I could possibly think of, yeeyeee. And I must say that I am quite proud of the fact that I stayed within budget quite well. Yeah, I'm goodddddddddd.

Barkha my love, your party - way too interesting. LOL. NEXT TIME WE GO OUT TO EAT IT'S GONNA BE WHEN WE'RE LEGAL. KTHXBYELOVE.

Anyway, the batt on my laptop is running out and I gotta go get the charger. And I'm too lazy to keep writing, considering I have nothing else good to say.

n2s: Actually accomplish something this break.

4 days till Christmas! Prepare for the Lord! Weee!

Saving the world in a little while,
Gelina

Always have and never hold

Omg...

Okay, so this is the last week of school. It should be pretty chill, shouldn't it? Like, easy peasy, I-can-skip-class-if-I-want-to kind of easy - yeah, no... it's pretty much nothing like that. So much to do this last week, and I can hardly see the end of this tunnel. I just keep thinking Wednesday, Friday, Break, Christmas. Baby steeeps. 'Cause that's honestly what I have to do to keep from going insane this week. Uuuugh.

Save the world another time. Gooooooodbye.

I ain't takin' you home

OKAAY....

WHY IS IT SO COLD OUTSIDE.

HONESTLY, IT'S FREEZING. THIS IS LIKE ARCTIC WEATHER.

Screw this, I'm gonna buy Dollar Store gloves next time I'm at the Mall.

But Re-cap the crap of this weeek;

Thursday - Errr yeah 100% Pure Talk to RCIT kiddiessss, not baaad. Even though I felt horrible because I winged the crap out of my talk, and I probably spoke way too fast, AS ALWAYS... haha ugh, I need to practice my speech (but obviously not now as my voice is GIVING OUT and will DISAPPEAR ON ME in like the next few days if I don't rest it). Ugh.

Friday - Fellowship with Kuya AJ, Butch and Katrin and Genina at Pho (with a funky squiggly on top of the O), was veeeery nice. Going back to the car was just in the harsh rain, noooooot funny even though I was laughing my butt off uncontrolably. STALLING in unlocking the car door, Kuya, reaally?! And making us run around the car TWICE? Omg, sooo funny yet so not funny at the same time :P

I'm a pig. I've eaten out like 3 days in a row now or something. Go away Fast Food. Oh, and Math. I hate you too.

OMG. I'VE SCREWED MYSELF OVER SO BAD FOR BIO. We were assigned a project three weeks ago (although with insufficient material to actually BEGIN working on the project, but still, I could have done some research...) and now I've only got a week left to do what? Like sixteen different cards describing sixteen different phylum (although Ms Phan has only taught us 3, and come next week, four of them). I don't know what to do. I think the plan for the class was to collectively beg for an extension... I really dunno if that'll work :P

BTW. WE HAD A PYSCHO-SUB TWO DAYS IN A ROW FOR THAT CLASS. Omg, he was horrible to us, not letting us talk AT ALL. I mean, Bio is a class where it's pretty much required to talk (as it is in EVERY SINGLE CLASS I CAN THINK OF) so you can ask people around you for help... but this crazy-stinking-strict sub made it very clear we were not to talk, and if we did, we'd be waiting for him at the office, like poor Mitchell for example (although it was probably his intention to get kicked out anyway just to leave the class). BUT STILL. Kicking Micthell out pretty much showed that he wasn't kiddinggg.

I need a job, btw. I've been applying to place after place. Honestly, why would I seem so unemployable!? Or maybe some places just aren't hiring? Ugh.

I am soooo ready for school to end and Winter Break to start.... it just couldn't come any sooner!

Things to Look Forward To:
Barkha's Party on Sat
Hoedown
Winter Break
Christmas

Things That Suck:
No money to buy NICE things for people this Christmas
No job
Bio proj
Homework in general
Still another week of school to endure.

Darn, and it was my goal to make the Positive list longer than the Negative list... :P

n2s: Fill out application for RR's... SOON.

I leave you for the worrrrrrrrrld maintenant. Au revoir! -Gizzzle

Bring your gal and bring your wine

Omgosh.

You've got to be kidding me. I mean, seriously? I'm freaking sick. SICK. As in SICK with a weird throat and a slight cough. Thank God that a runny or stuffy nose hasn't kicked in, or else I'd be done for, and waking up in the morning would be torture. Let's hope that I get over this before break, so I can ENJOY the days leading up to Christmas. If not, then getting sick sucks. SCREW THE COMMON COLD.

I filmed after school today with my French group, which went awfully smooth, thank goodness. I'm really truly praying that the videos turn out well, I don't even care if they're not funny. If the advertisement doesn't come across then our commercial is preeetty much pointless. But I certainly don't think it will go that way, the group is veeery good. Minus Kim. HA, jokes :)

Eff, I'm totally sick. DANG IT.

I have sooo much homework, it's a wonder why I'm not doing it right now. Oh no, wait, I mean, I have so much BIOLOGY homework. Piece of crap. I hate that class. What is up with the lab that we had to do today. I didn't learn anything. Jeeebus.

Sooo tomorrow after schoool I tutor once again for two hours and then the day after that I give another 100% Pure talk to the RCIT/CCD kids... about our relationship with food. Haha, this'll be good. And then on Friday I've got fellowship. And Saturday I'm Christmas shopping. Sunday I rest! Whew, I hope I still have time for homework, really :P

Anyway, I still have some homework to finish. & I'm watching The Tudors season 2 finale, yeeus!! Freaking awesome.

Gooodbye, for I must save the world. Yours, G.

'Cause I don't wanna fight this war

Zomgomgomgomgomgomgomgosh.

Can GP just hold another formal dance, PLEASE? Thursday was WAY too fun to not happen again... I mean, seriously. Those were some serious memories. GUYS, GRAD COUNCIL NEXT YEAR, let's have more of that crap, yeah!? LOL.

Anyway, Thursday, I basically went straight home after school to start getting ready, which was a smart thing. Honestly, who really knew how long that getting ready crap took. I mean, I was lucky, I just wanted to straighten my ALREADY straight hair. So that literally took like five minutes. But everything else was such a hassle, but also extremely fun. And getting to the school and seeing everybody decked out in their awesome formal attire... that was honestly HALF the fun. PEOPLE CAN CERTAINLY CLEAN UP ;) I really don't think I got enough pictures. I didn't get half as many as I wanted, and surely not with all of the people I wanted one with :(

ANYWAY. Got home REALLY late with my aching knees and sore, cramping feet :( Not that it wasn't worth the sacrifice, because it was. I wouldn't have cared if I sprained my ankle, I would have danced anyway. Couldn't make it to the after party at Hawthorne, but then again, who couuuuld?

School the next day was half horrible, 'cause the party-poopers who didn't go were trying to down play it, saying it was probably a packed, sweaty place with bad music and blah blah blah. Well up theirs, because it was fun, and all of us were getting tired of having to tell them that if they'd only given the dance half a chance, they would have had fun. Lame-oooos.

I have GOT to do better in Math, or else I'm honestly done for. I'm the biggest fool in the world.

Bio homework is massive, as ALWAYS... goodness, since when was Bio your run of the mill load of homework? Ms Phan, honestly, you used to be cool, now you're just ticking me off. I really, really, really late Math and Bio right now.

n2s: Get 10 dollars from Mom.
$4 - Bowling fieldtrip
$4 - candy grams
$2 - chocolates

I could always take three dollars off of that, 'cause I don't have to send 4 candy grams or buy those chocolates, but I'd like to. LOL. Man, why am I being such a money waster in the face of an economic crisis? LOL. Speaking of being a money waster... I wanna go shopping, LOL. CHRISTMAS SHOPPING. I swear, I don't want to shop for me, I want to shop for others! It's only out of the kindness of my heart, I swear! LOL. But, you know, if anybody's wondering about what I want for Christmas this year... here's my list :) LOL.

Gelina's Christmas List for 2008! :

• The Other Boleyn Girl - Philippa Gregory
• The Lovely Bones - Susan Something!
• The Thirteenth Tale - Diane Setterfield
• To Kill A Mockingbird - Harper Lee
• The Guardians of Time Trilogy - Marianne Curley
• LG Rumor (blue)
• Nikon Coolpix (blue)
• Elizabeth: The Golden Age (DVD)
• The Tudors (Season 2, DVD)
• Bic pens (& other school supplies)
• Jammies!
• Boxers (male or preferably female)
• New Runners!

Now, I'll probably get half those things myself on boxing day, and I don't expect to get any of that, but it's nice to make a list just to be organized so that when I actually do go shopping for all that crap, I won't be scrambling from store to store :) Isn't organization so powerful!? LOL.

I've spent 21 hours since the beginning of the school year in the after school tutoring program. 8 bucks by the hour. And since I tutor once a week on Wednesdays after school for two hours, 21 hours since mid-september isn't so bad, is it? What's 21 x 8? 168 dollars? Eh. I could be making more. I am honestly in so much need for a job. I applied to Toys R Us and Tim Hortons today... GOSH, I need a call back. Since I've started applying, I've only actually applied for four places, which would be those two plus Carlton Cards and PriceSmart. I messed up with Carlton Cards, and PriceSmart *did* reply to me application, but they offered me a full time position - yeah, right! I go to school, buddies. Tomorrow I am going to apply to Whitespot, and *hopefully* get hired. It would be so easy! After all, Rida used to work there, and as my older sister, she can teach me everything I don't know. And Victoria should be able to put in a good word for me, shouldn't she? AGH. Must. Get. Hired. Oooh, and I'm also going to apply to Red Robin's... Samir just needs to give me the freaking application forms already!

Anyway, I'm going to go and start my lame Bio proj, or Math, or watch more tv... probably watch TV. Maybe I could pencil in saving the world, after all, I am a busy woman. Lots of things to watch on television these days! Which reminds me, how stupid is that new show on MTV, "A Double Shot At Love?" Goodness, reality TV shows are going to the pits these days...

Tatata-toodles urrrrrryone. -G

Say you'll stay

OMGOODNESS.

MY SHOULDERS.

MY ARMS.

THEY BURRRN.

Seriously. Every time I come back from Weight Training in PE I'm a big old mess of sores and pains. And apparently that's a good thing!? Um, not when it hurts just to sit up! My contracting abdomen is on FIREE when I do that! And it's such a simple thing. Oh Lord. But I have to keep it up. This is GOOD for me, they say, so I'll keep at it, I supposeee. Aaaargh.

Amanjyot and Sara came over yesterday to film their French project with Genina... oh my goodness. It was going so well at first until it started to get dark, and then RAIN. This is what sucks when you need the outside to film. Plus I had to lug that bucket of water to and fro from the house to re-fill it so Amanjyot and Sara could get splashed again... oh my gosh. What a pain for my sore arms (but it's all about the workout!). And then they stayed for two hours longer than they should have so me and Amanjyot could hold hands watching the Notebook, HAHAHA."Gel, this would be so perfect if one of us was a guy." I KNOW, RIGHT? Dang. By the way, why did we watch that movie again? For no good reason? Gotchaaa.

Today after school wasn't half bad, filming for my French project... WE HAD SO MANY GREAT BLOOPERS, but had to delete most of them 'cause the camera was running out of memory! Seriously, how great it would have been if people saw all those screw ups. The best one being Amanjyot getting hit by a soccer ball by Kim, AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF IT WAS AN ACCIDENT OR ON PURPOSE :P But let's call it an accident, HAHA.

Anyway, I left the school when it was already SOOO DARK. And I slept for an hour when I got home after eating and finishing my Math homework, which by the way, sucks. Now I've got a Unit Test tomorrow that I'm not bothering to study for. GOOO. MEEE. AND MY REBEL WAYS.
Anyway, I'm harsh going to go before I fill this crap up to the brim like my last post. Heeeeeehe. Off to study then save the world, you know the drill. PEACEEE.

She has no time

I can't even believe that Christmas is almost here. I'm more excited than usual! I don't even know why. I think it's 'cause I finally have money to give stuff to people now, and I actually enjoy giving people things. It's all about their reactions :P Besides, half the joy in Christmas is giving, so giveee all you can people! Especially to moi ;) HA, jokes.

Anyway I was just reading a million old posts from my MADDD OLD xanga blog (ahem, BOOKW0RM3D) and I just realized how different I am from when I was 13/14. Or maybe how little I've changed. I haven't figured it out yet. Howeverrrr, I do know that I was an awesome writer then, NO LIE. I don't even know what happened. I used to be so clever with my words and now I'm a boring old shrew who speaks with proper grammar and blah blah. What in the world? Yeah, I should practice writing more often.

Went to Richel's house on Saturday to celebrate her precious sixteenth birthday, so I suppose a bit of a shoutout is in order? Ahem.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NERDTARD, I loveee you foreverrrr (: You keep tearin' up my heart baby ;) HAHA. BUT ANYWAY.
686 squared, 2003 - Now <3 Mad loveee till we're 99 homie!

Ooookay, now that that's done with :P

"SENIOR" SNOW BALL!

Dang, I'm actually pretty excited mengsss, no lie. Just to get dressed up, and see the guys decked out, and you know, all that jazz. This Thursday better be the bomb, or else I'm going to be so disappointed. I have high hopes! For lots of things, I guesss.

I NEED TO APPLY TO MORE PLACES. I NEED A JOB FOR THE CHRISTMAS SEASON. OMGOSH. I'm never going to get a job. EVER. I still have to go to RW and apply (on Tuesday.... at six... I think), and then Whitespot, where I'll give my resume to Victoria next Sunday. BUT THAT'S NOT TILL NEXT WEEEEK :( What else am I going to do without a job, gosh darn it! I'm harsh left out. Oh, but then Samir is going to give me an application for Red Robin's pretty soon too, but they could take months to even look at my resume like they did for his. UGH. I'm harsh not into this waiting stuff. I need. A job. NOW. Before my Mom dies of nagging. Booooo.

Are there going to be any good Christmas parties this month? Dumdedum. Sorry, random thought, HAHA. Pleasee let there be, I'm in a partying type of mood, LOLS. But it sure as hell better not be like our little Halloween fiasco. ORDERING A PIZZA FOR A LARGE PARTY SHOULD NEVER BE AS DIFFICULT AS IT WAS THEN :P Gosh! Kay, that's all I have to say on that :P

I'm sooo ticked off at Bio. I hate this new project that we've been assigned and I hate most of all that Ms Phan is on heat when she's marking our tests all strict and what not. I mean, I answer Written Questions to the best of my abilities SO MUCH that they go on for a lot longer than they should. And I mean like paragraphs longer. Yet she's like a bitch on heat the way she marks, giving me the lowest mother stinking points for the longest stinking answers. And I probably did cruddy on the last test 'cause, face it, I've completely given up on Bio. I've lost faith in Ms Phan's marking ability and my own ability to diligently study and hand in homework. I've just given up completely with that class, I no longer see the point. I'm already at the mark I was hoping to not get in that class, and I see no way out with all the lame and LONG homework she's given out. An A in the 90s is just too far reaching at this point. And I don't even wanna hear that "Not with THAT attitude you will," bullcrap. It's just true. Trust me, I know what I'm talking about.

French on the other hand, might be slowly going downhill. I got a 12.5/20 on a Quiz 'cause I'm the biggest idiot and studied the wrong-damn-thing, and therefore put down the wrong-damn-conjugations for freaking futur simple, which by the way, I hate. And I got a 42/50 on the last homework package, which is sooo ridiculous it's not even funny. I've always got 50/50. And homework packages are the easiest ways to get marks. Now with this project, I have GOT to get an A. But I guess it's not all bad. I got 47/51 on our Unit Test which was on Thursday, so that should bring me up considerably :D Good stuff, eh?

Well, anyway, I think I've done enough writing for now. It's awfully late. 12:52am, what in the world! Oh I am going to get bleeped out at from Genina come morning, no lie. I'm probably keeping her up for goodness sake! Oooh, verbal beatings for thing in the morning never make my day :(

Off to sleep then save the world. Gooooodbye. -G